Tonight, i went to my parents house and i walked up to my old room and locked myself in my old bathroom. I sat in my old shower and turned on the warm water. I just sat there in the refreshing hot rain until the water ran cold. It was so soothing and quiet. I could actually think straight for 5 secs and then not at all. That damn shower is my chill spot. I wish i could transport that shower to my new place.
The fight in me is gone. I am nothing but a coward. Too scared to be mean to anybody bc i may never see them again.